All of the realms have entered chaos. I see friends attacking friends,
evil turning good, and good turning evil. I am very lucky at this moment,
I am not feeling any of the affects of this chaos, I am like a rock
in a raging sea. It is odd that I am not feeling the chaos of the darkstone
at this time, maybe it is destiny to be source of reason for all of
this. My destiny brought me to this position just before this chaos,
so now I will have to do my part to save the realm from destroying itself.
It saddens me though, all I can do is sit and watch as everyone suffers,
and I am having a hard time handling this. I hate seeing the mortals
suffer in this way, none of this is their fault, yet they are the ones
that suffer the most, how can they protect themselves from the other
gods which are losing their sanity. I fear most for my goddess, I can
see in her eyes that she is feeling the affects of this greatly. But
she is being very strong, and turns to me when it becomes unbearable
for her. I am pleased she comes to me instead of giving into this madness
and heading towards the Dark One. Maybe that is my purpose in all of
this, maybe I am the one who is to preserve the light. But I am such
a young god, how am I suppose to deal with a responsibility so great.
Well, I am going to stay close to my goddess, for without her I would
struggle greatly, she does so much for me without her even realizing
it. I, with my goddess, shall attempt to help the people as much as
I can, hopefully this will lighten the burden on all of the mortals.
Lacar