***
The gloomy night surrounded him as he walked the cramped trail that
wound through the heart of the forest. The lonely trail twisted and
turned before him, full of doubt and dread. The gloom pressed on him,
pushed at his inner workings. He had not walked a trail alone for some
time. Sure, he had been in the forest all alone heading off to some
location or another, traveling, learning, but he long had the presence
of the Dawbringers with him. Now, he was truly on his own.
The recent time swirled, like smoke caught in a breeze, before him.
His brief leadership. Hopes that some of his ideals had sunk in to the
hearts and minds of those he cared about. His hard work and pain. His
ideals not being realized. Until all that was left was a small dwarven
body with only anger and hate in his being. These feelings fought with
those that were more normal for him, and they created a cacophony within
him which tore at his soul. That was not the way of the light. He could
not be this way. He had to move on. But the road was empty, completely.
The years blended together in his head. He could hardly remember the
time he was not one with the group of light. His whole life had been
devoted to helping and serving them, and the light. He thought of the
great times, the losses, the brawls, the leadership. They were all one
big memory that laid itself before him and tugged at his core. He knew
he could not go back there, not now.
He had to find his path, his own path. His feet had followed the rhythm
of the Dawn too long; he needed a change. He needed his own thoughts
on the light to be clear.
Around him, the gloom seemed to press at him, even beckon him. It
called his name on the winds, and told him the direction he should go.
The darkness had a strength to it that drew those of unsure heart and
mind.
He walked down that shadowy trail, alone for the first time in ages,
searching himself for the direction he needed.
***
He left the Dawnbringers, and that first night on his own changed
his life. The darkness of the lands had many mysteries that called to
Barset that night. Amazing how those denizens that stalk the night show
up when and where they know a kill is looming. The kill, this time,
was not Barset's body, but his mind. Ifrit was the first to visit him.
Barset was trudging down the forest lane, not paying any attention
to his surroundings as he was caught up wholly within himself. The vampire
just stepped into Barset's path, a broad grin on his face, showing his
glistening pointed teeth. Ifrit words were like water roaring over a
waterfall in Barset's mind. The power, the strength, the glory, the
truth, all rolled up into the darkness. They made pictures that twisted
and cavorted through Barset's head, rocks falling from a mountainside
and crushing all in its path, wind whipping from the mountains down
upon a forest and tearing trees from their roots, dragon's with flames
spurting from their mouths burning villages on a whim. Barset just listened,
his mind consuming the words of power, the words that came from the
vampire. When Ifrit was done with his speech, Barset only nodded, and
plodded on his way down the path once more.
The path closed in yet again around Barset after he left Ifrit behind.
He could hardly make out his own hands in the darkness that surrounded
his mind and feelings, yet he plodded on. Saperio was the next to come
into Barset's way. Barset ran into the mage, literally, and fell back
and to the ground as he hit the solid body of the Shadow. Barset sat
there and listened to the mage's words which were dark and mysterious.
Saperio's magic played before them. He made worlds appear on the forest
floor, showing the trusting citizens of the realms, and the power that
loomed just beyond their ability to see. Those citizens had no power
to do anything, for the power of the mages world held them all without
their knowledge. They were entangled and they had never even seen what
was controlling them. Barset sat, mesmerized by the images, and when
they came to a halt, stood, and walked on.
This time, Barset could see nothing, only blackness all about him.
He did not even follow the trail any longer, just bumped his way through
the forest. Just keeping his legs moving. A swirling mist surrounded
him, then before him, Xodus appeared. The words were like honey, dripping
and sweet, from the tongue of Xodus. His speech was a dance in Barset's
mind. The dance showed the power and the use of words. It told the people
the truth they needed to hear and played their minds against themselves.
It made them believe what they wanted and needed, and held mastery over
them. It changed its beat and rhythm to the person and the place, and
it danced for Barset. Barset looked at Xodus, not truly looking, his
eyes were just gazing at the darker form of the vampire in the darkness
of the forest. Xodus began walking the path that led through the woods;
Barset followed him wherever he might be leading.
***
The trek behind Xodus was winding and long. Barset's mind didn't think
about the past much, in fact, he didn't think about much of anything.
There was a black film that covered his thoughts, shrouding them from
him, and muffling the screaming that was inside his heart. He trudged
along after Xodus, through those bleak woods, not knowing, caring, or
recognizing were they walked.
Ifrit met them along their march, flanking Barset on his left side.
Saperio flew in from the woods on his right. The three evil beings surrounded
the lost dwarf, marching him to the gallows tree of darkness. The forest
seemed to bend away at the power held in the dark souls of the three
that surrounded him. No path was needed, they made their own.
They had been deep in the forest, their march brought them to a place
where the forest was beginning to open up a bit, when a tree loomed
up before them, its girth unimaginable, a power emanating from its very
being. Barset slowed his pace while the other three marched on a little
distance. Each of the three exchanged glances amongst themselves, then
turned their dark glance back at the dwarf. Barset's head slowly rose
from where it had been hanging on his chest. He looked at the bark of
the gigantic tree as if something were there that he should recognize.
The tree shoved at his mind, trying to force its way into his thoughts,
but the blackness kept it at bay. Standing under the Druid Tree, Barset
could not even recognize where he was. But something made him look up
higher and higher into those branches. The great might of that force
pulled his head up like a troll yanking on his hair. Up and up his eyes
went, to the very tip of those branches, to where the tree and the heavens
met in a glorious embrace. Through the dark gloom of the night, through
the clouds that covered the sky, and through the branches of that great
tree, a single ringed star glimmered and sparkled. The star seemed to
play with the branches. It made them sparkle and reflect a great light.
The tree then began taking on its own light. It pulsated and swelled
to a near blinding light in Barset's mind. The darkness that surrounded
his mind was no match for the light of the tree and the twinkling of
the star. As easily as it had slipped over his mind, the darkness broke
into a thousand pieces, and scattered away like grass dropped into the
wind from the hand of a child.
The three evil forms perceived only the dwarf with woodland garb stopping
and raising his head. The light was lost on them as they had lived amongst
it for too long. But they knew. They could feel their power over him
dissolve. They exchanged yet another glance between them and immediately
drew their weapons. Barset only looked up at the combined light he saw,
his mind smiling, and his face grinning in a similar fashion.
The wolf sprang unnoticed from the edge of the forest. Barset only
reached out his hand and grabbed onto her strong back as she ran by
him at blinding pace. He did not remember calling her, but perhaps he
had not, she had come to help him as he had helped her in the past.
It was the same wolf that he and the others of the realms had helped
in finding her pack not so long ago. She must have felt his need, for
she came and found him in his darkest hour.
Ifrit, Saperio, and Xodus only looked at each other, then each moved
back into the darkness, each in his own direction, the gloom engulfing
them as they moved away into the inky night.
Barset held onto the wolf, the picture of the star playing off the
tree in his mind's eye was all he saw. The wolf ran swiftly as if on
the wind. She carried Barset to no particular place, but ended up high
in the Pardor Mountains. He let go of her back, and landed lightly on
the ground. She took off on her own once again, running to get back
to her pack. As she left, she let out a great howl, a howl that was
the final awakening, and the morning rays of sunshine shot out from
atop the mountain range and down into the valley. Smiling to himself,
Barset looked out over the view afforded to him by the high cliff edge
the wolf had left him on. The sun rising behind him, the world was bathed
in the glory of the new light of day. Before him spread a great valley,
on one side, the Kithan range stood tall, its peaks covered in frosty
snows. The Pardor range he stood on formed the eastern border. The valley
was covered with a great forest that raised its green leaves to the
dawn's light. Windy sat at its center, wisps of smoke from the chimneys
played lightly in the gentle breeze bouncing its way through the valley.
Nothing had changed in the landscape, but his perception of it surely
had.
Barset sat down on that high cliff face, marveling at the wonder the
light brings to the world. Thinking back on the night he could only
remember a bleakness, a veil that covered things, distorting them and
changing them from what they truly were. What kind of world must those
under the cloak of the night live in? He wondered if they ever thought
about the powers which held them in its grasp? He had had his glimpse
of that world, and through the light, had found himself again.
He was still on his own, and still weary from his descent, but a new
light flowed in him now. His path had led him to a light which he needed
to find for himself. His pilgrimage was only beginning, but already
it had allowed him to understand the powers apposing each other, and
the power that that the light held in its radiance. The lonely road
stretched out before him. He could see himself traveling it now, alone
in his path. It was not a fearful path any longer and no gloom held
it, he was free from all doubt, and he knew his course. The early morning
rays glinted off his armor and the world sprang to life all about him.
***